i am so sorry that i have been out of it for a while since my last update =w=;;;
i just done 2 of my exams, 2 more to go for this month. lately i have been running behind schedule. i have been going slow for too long on my school work.. and now catching up is a pain. although because of that, my drawing have gotten so much better; but facing real life, being an artist isnt really an option for me. a side hobby must stay as a side hobby before i can get in the position to support myself.

i have saved up info on all the current commissions i am taking from gaia. i will finish them when i have time and inspiration. i do not want to make half-hearted drawing.

and although the gaia artshop will enter a long dormant, i will come from time to times to chat i love everyone there because they have been really kind to me since i first started up the artshop. my drawing have come through many transformations. the quality just keep getting better and i will also keep it up because i dont want to disappoint everyone. though school work will come first anyhow, stress is bad for artist...no inspiration=cant draw....

thank you for the support, everyone

gaia art shop --> [link]

visit sometimes for a chat

i am in love with the song mambo italiano XD
here is the link to my imeem list of its variety [link]

school....study......cant concentrate x.x;;;

anyhow, a person do an art trade with me from gaia ^^
i like it although i might not understand it

[link]

i treat blog as storage where i store thing i might forget if left unatttended.
therefore it is a mess.
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a fun 2 line poetry i made about a friend.
just found it interesting.

chinmi chí khí đầy mình
chinmi đầy chí xậ xình bước đi.

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ô hay anh bạn lôi thôi
phình phường vác gậy đậ toi phình phường
nói qua lại chẳng thuận đường
newbie nhỡ bước chắc nhường anh thôi

-AngelSnow-

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a collection of strange poetry in my language.
Not made by me.

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1 canh 2 canh lại 3 canh
Chằn chọc băn khoăn giấc chẳng thành
Canh 4 canh 5 vừa chợ mắt
Bà xã gọi dậy:"Làm đi anh"


Gió mùa thu anh ru em ngủ
Em ngủ rùi anh cạy tủ anh đi

Lạy thượng đế cho con hết khổ
Tổ cha mày con khổ mãi nghe con

Nhận được thư em lúc nhá nhem
Mừng mừng tủi tủi mở ra xem
Trong thư em viết dăm ba chữ
Anh ơi ngày mai nó lấy em

Chán đời cắt tóc đi tu
Nghĩ đi nghĩ lại đi tù sướng hơn
Trong tù làm chủ giang sơn
Một căn phòng đá với dăm ba thằng
Thằng nào cũng có khiếu năng
Thằng thì giỏi họa thằng thì làm thơ
Có thằng lại đứng ngẩn ngơ
Vì sao ta lại trở vô nhà tù???
( sưu tầm )


Học mà không chơi đánh rơi tuổi trẻ
Chơi mà không học bán rẻ tinh trùng ---> ý ẹ , kinh dị , hổng biết tên nào đặt , nhưnng có điều , rất vần eu.gif


Anh đến thăm em một buổi trưa
Thấy em đang ...ái dưới gốc dừa
Tức thì anh hỏi: Làm chí rứa?
Đá rằng: Rửa lại mảnh tình xưa.

Đố ai định nghĩa được tình yêu
Có khó gì đâu một buổi chiều
Thấy em đứng cạnh bên chuồng khỉ
Nhìn em giống khỉ thế là yêu

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Tôi nghe một đám ồn ào
Các ông tranh cãi: ... người nào bé hơn ?
Có ông văng bọt hùng hồn:
" Của tôi bảo đảm bé con nhất đời
Vợ tôi bà thích mê tơi
Luôn tay sờ mó, nghịch chơi cả ngày "
Ông kia gân cổ nói ngay:
" Của tôi bé lắm, gọn tay dễ cầm
Cô em vợ vẫn khoái thầm
Ghé tai nó cứ xì xầm mượn chơi "
Ông kia ngoác miệng chen lời:
" Của tôi dứt khoát, bé thời tí teo
Chị vợ tôi cứ mè nheo
Nhất định đòi thử, kì kèo ỉ ôi "
Cãi nhau ỏm tỏi một hồi
Các ông kẻ móc, người moi ra ngoài
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Đàn Ghita

Chơi đàn ... ở tiếu lâm Gia Trang
(đàn ghita í - hỏng phải là đàn ... đàn ..ấy ... ấy ... đâu nha)

Đêm qua anh ghé tiếu lâm chơi
Tuần rượu tàn canh trăng nửa vời
Thấy em e ấ bên cửa sổ
Đưa tay sờ thử thấy em cười !
Hương rượu, men tình tràn hưng phấn
Em ngả vào lòng để anh chơi
Trăng tà rủ bóng thêm huyền ảo
Cảnh vật lặng say thẹn với người
Tay trên anh bó em trầm bổng
Tay dưới anh sờ điệu lả lơi
Giọng em đằm thắm và tha thiết
Chẳng nỡ buông tay chẳng muốn rời
Chia tay đêm ấy bao lưu luyến
Anh về vương vấn nhớ khôn nguôi !
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Bài thứ 4



Khi đánh giặc:

Nửa đêm thức dậy ...dựng cột cờ
Quân ta đầu trọc cùng tiến vào
Quân giặc há miệng đớ quân ta
thất thế quân ta phun khí độc
9 tháng 10 ngài giải tù binh
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Nửa đêm giờ tý trống canh 3
Thoắt tiến lên thành phá lũy ra
1 tướng thẳng vào trong cửa hiểm
2 quân đứng nú chực bên hà
Quân ta đổ lộn cùng quân nó
Nước nó giao hòa với nước ta
Đánh đoạn rút về lau khí giới
Tìm nơi vũ khố để can qua

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QUA ĐÈO NGANG

Bước tới đèo ngang bỗng mắc tè

Cỏ cây không có lấy gì che

Lom khom dưới núi tìm chỗ đáy

Bỗng thấy ni cô hết mắc tè

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wow, i just discovered this, there is someone name AngelSnow in DA too.(well, not exactly a like since she use lower case letters) and it seem, there was some issue over at her side which make her left like over 1 year ago and she got 55k page view XD i am so curious to see her art ;___; although i have a hunch that it will be something sonic-ish. then i did a search on the name angelsnow and found that most art work are for sonic >.> it feel kinda weird... although there was a time i liked sonic, i have no idea there was a character named AngelSnow there ;___; i feel depressed.

back when i was still obssessed with make a webpage and just learn html, i made a poem named AngelSnow which i have no idea where did i left it and couldnt completely recalled it but it was pretty much my first poem in english (yea english isnt my first language)... The name AngelSnow was derived from loneliness and purity =.= and yeah, i luv snow. winter is my fav season

oh wait, found it.
took a while to search for old website


SnowAngel

Snowfall, Snowfall, snow everywhere
ones here...ones there...ones in my place
In a starfull night,
monlight wraps over me.
I'm fall____falling down from the sky
It's my fate to come here,
it's my fate to meet you and to melt___
__tomorrow...
in a beautifull sunrise__
Please, please stay here with me
'cuze I'm so lonely
How I wish to comeback home
but . . . never I can
All I can do is stay here waitting
for the sun comes and takes me away
You don't have to feel sorry for me
'cuze...
It's my fate for being a snowangel . . . . .
-AngelSnow-
...Just like a dream...

i was finally able to connect mirc again XD
yay to manga


i am looking over the past few pics i made...
i dont even believe it me who made it....
i just simply dont know how it range so much.
they just dont make a style...every pic even though look more sketchy than a fully done pic, doesnt quite turn out very well. and i cant seem to remember how to color anymore...all of my recent colored pic look worse and worse. it put me into a bloody mood...

anyway, i was just rant a bit :/ feel kinda better now....

<img src="http://i280.photobucket.com/albums/kk161/ipersonic/DI.png" border="0" alt="My personality type: the dreamy idealist" /><img style="visibility:hidden;width:0px;height:0px;" border=0 width=0 height=0 src="http://counters.gigya.com/wildfire/CIMP/bT*xJmx*PTEyMTM3NTI5MjcyNzcmcHQ9MTIxMzc1MzAyMzc*OSZwPTQ2NjIxJmQ9Jm49YmxvZ2dlciZnPTE=.jpg" />

is it a coincidence?

it is funny how sometimes we act and think because we were told to do it that way. just a few years ago...i have to admit that i was so different than this...i was so carefree, hot temper and ignorant that even i have to feel shame but a few things have never changed...i'm a fool who filled with ambition and an empty heart. why, i wonder! i fell in love so easy and yet my heart is so cold..is it in my nature to be so contradict? i feel like i'm being showered with freezing icy rain. this make me remember the old days...the more this heart vibrated, the stiffer it felt and the heavier it stretched. so funny how i wished to corrupted myself as a way of suicide back when i was in 2nd grade. drop by drop, the black poison will slowly eat my soul until it choke and die...why i did it? i already forgot but guess the curse worked! but then again...with such a false start...what can a fail experiment like me be useful for? even so...i still have a mission to accomplish...i must fight....until the end....to be release from it..or else the circle will repeat itself..yet again...

mmm just few babble...oh well, here is an interesting news...do you know the term lucid dream? it is when your brain awake while your body still asleep and able to remember your dream from beginning to end. sometime you could even aware of your surrounding or experience your soul leaving your body and travel to places. the cause is from ceberal damage or insomia (lack of sleep). it is said that 1 out of 10 report that they have experience it at least once. i guess i'm also one of them. one time, i go to bed and suddenly felt as if something heavy on my chest and i could not breath or move. i was hopelessly trying to break free...i woke up...just to see the samething happening to me and it keep on repeat at least 3 times before i really woke up in the middle of the night. then there was a time when i was 5. i saw myself sleeping from the ceiling and sneeze...it is rare for me to remember such things from my childhood. most of my memory about that time are blank. but anyway, i accidentally bounce on these info as i surf on wiki. to know more please visit these pages. keep in mind that those are just overview and more accurate info is in books from the libary.

lucid dream: [link] | [link]

out of body experience: [link] | [link]

sleep paralysis: [link] | [link]

false awakening: [link]

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